“An optimist is a braver cynic.”
― Colum McCann, TransAtlantic
Wednesday, September 23, 2015
I F*$&%ing Did It Again!
I can't freakin' believe it!!! So I went to the gym last night, did my treadmill, did my elliptical, decided to finish strong with 10 minutes on the beast. The one that was broken the last time still as an "out of order" sign on it so I choose the other one. I get up (already made it further than last time) and hit "start." USUALLY, it starts on level 1. WTF?!?!? It started on the highest level!! As if it never reset from the guy who was on it before me. So I'm frantically hitting "Stop" and nothing is happening. So of course, I FELL!!! OMFG!!! Fuck me and my life! Once again, a couple concerned onlookers come over to see if I'm OK. Thank goodness neither of them are the same people who came over last time. Since this was my last work out, I just got out of there and had an emotional breakdown in my jeep. I seriously feel like such a fat, uncoordinated loser. IF I manage to get up the nerve to show my face at the gym again, I definitely will not be using that machine ever again.
Mailbox guy is coming today. I can finally start getting my mail again. Otherwise, it's the same shit, different day. SIGH. Better attitude coming later in the week.
I'm a 30 something woman trying to have it all! I am married to my soulmate and we have two very "high energy" daughters who I love to pieces. I DO have an opinion about EVERYTHING from diet, exercise, family, movies to everything in between. Welcome to Pandaland!